25 December 2011
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- Ben Breedlove, of Austin, Texas, died on Christmas Day 2011 at age of 18
- The teenage boy posted a video on YouTube about his near-death experiences - it has now been watched by 12 million people
- Parents Deanne and Shawn Breedlove only discovered videos after he died
- His sister Ally has since written a book about her brother's inspiring story
A Texas teenager who said he cheated death three times despite a
dangerous heart condition died Christmas night from a heart attack, but
not before posting a two-part video on YouTube telling his story and
describing a series of powerful visions.
In the videos that have since gone viral, 18-year-old Ben Breedlove of
Austin can be seen silently sitting in a room and using handwritten note
cards to tell his story. The teen suffered from hypertrophic
cardiomyopathy, a condition in which one part of the heart is thicker
than the other parts, making it difficult for the heart to pump blood.
He described cheating death three times.
The most recent scare was Dec. 6, when he passed out at school and awoke
surrounded by EMS medics preparing to use shock pads to revive him.
He posted a two-part video Dec. 18 titled "This is my story." One week
later, on Christmas night, he suffered a heart attack and died. As of
this afternoon, the first video had been viewed online more than 476,000
times.
"It was obvious to all of us that knew him that he knew what he was
doing when he made that video," close family-friend Pam Kohler said.
"There are times that [the family is] overwhelmed by the pain and the
loss of Ben, but then it's replaced with knowing that he was at peace
with what was going to happen."
Kohler said Breedlove loved coming to her house in the country where he
taught her how to make and post YouTube videos for her husband's
business and loved going hunting with him.
He had two popular YouTube channels, "BreedloveTV" and "OurAdvice4You,"
on which he would talk about his own life as well as dishing out
relationship advice for his peers. Facebook and YouTube have been
inundated with tributes to Breedlove.
"When you think of Ben, you can't help but smile," Kohler said. "He was
curious, creative. You never knew what he was up to. He was always full
of surprises. We look on all of it as a gift from God through Ben."
Kohler and her husband, Mark Kohler, were driving to the Breedlove home
Christmas when they first realized something might be wrong.
"We were going over to share Christmas dinner with them that night and
on our way over there, a police car passed us with sirens on," Kohler
said. "My husband said, 'Start praying because it could be Ben.'" When they arrived at the house, they saw ambulances and fire trucks.
Breedlove had had a heart attack and medics were trying to revive him.
He made it to the hospital, but died there.
At this point, Kohler said the family did not know about Breedlove's
last videos. He had shared his visions with his sister, but no one had
seen the videos.
He said in the video, through note cards, that the first time he cheated
death was when he was 4 and described an experience he had in the
hospital as he was being wheeled on a stretcher.
"There was this big bright light above me ... I couldn't make out what
is was because it was so bright. I told my mom, 'Look at the bright
light' and pointed up. She said she didn't see anything," Breedlove
wrote. "There were no lights on in this hall. I couldn't take my eyes
off it. And I couldn't help but smile. I had no worries at all, like
nothing else in the world mattered."
As Breedlove held up each card telling the story, he alternated serious looks with broad smiles.
"I cannot even begin to describe the peace, how peaceful it was," he wrote. "I will NEVER forget that feeling or that day.
"Because of the experiences he'd had, he was ready and he was prepared.
He really wanted to know that peace again. He was facing more hospital
stays and he was tired of it," Kohler said. "He wanted [his family] to
know that he wasn't scared and was looking forward to returning to that
place."
In the videos, Breedlove went through the details of his journey.
He underwent surgery May 3, 2009, to insert a pacemaker and the second
time Breedlove cheated death, he said, was in the summer of 2011. He
went to the hospital for tonsil surgery and ended up going into cardiac
arrest.
"It was a miracle that they brought me back," Breedlove wrote. "I was scared to die, but am SO glad I didn't."
His third brush with death was the one earlier this month. "I really thought to myself, this is it. I'm dying," Breedlove wrote.
He recalled a dream or vision where he was in a silent, white room with
no walls and he felt "that same peaceful feeling I had when I was 4."
"I was wearing a really nice suit and, so was my fav rapper, Kid Cudi," Breedlove wrote.
He said he thought to himself, "Damn, we look good."
"I then looked at myself in the mirror, I was proud of MYSELF, of my
entire life, everything I have done," Breedlove wrote. "It was the BEST
feeling."
He said he thought of lyrics from a Kid Cudi song that said, "When will
the fantasy end, when will the heaven begin?" Kid Cudi sat him down at a
glass desk and told him, "Go now."
"I didn't want to leave that place," Breedlove wrote. "I wish I NEVER woke up."
Kid Cudi responded to the videos on his website, writing that he "broke down" when he saw the video.
"This has really touched my heart in a way I can't describe, this is why
I do what I do. Why I write my life, and why I love you all so much,"
Kid Cudi wrote. "We love you Ben. Forever. Thank you for loving me."
Cudi added, "To Ben's family, you raised a real hero, he's definitely mine. You have my love."
Breedlove's funeral is scheduled to take place Thursday afternoon in Austin.
"The one thing he wanted was for everyone to feel joy for him because he
knew where he would be and where he wanted to be," Kohler said. "The
tears come and they're followed by a smile."
Kohler said Breedlove would be thrilled that his video and story have
already touched so many. She said he would have "wanted his generation
to know the love of God and the peace he was feeling."
"Do you believe in angels or God?" Breedlove asked on a card at the end of the video. The last card read simply, "I do."
